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29 March 2007: fuck.

today was a bad day. bad because i did something so sinful that i could kill myself with a coconut. it was maths lecture again. we thought mok would have to courtesy to sit at the end of where our class is allocated to. but no. that bitch sat one seat away again. fuck. i was v kind to wanna sit with audrey cause there was only one seat between da jie and kok.

cant understand?

cause when me and aud went in, M(mok) and K(kok) were there. and B(bibi), E(isabella, i somehow didnt know why did i put as E) and D(dajie) were sitted as shown. so i didnt want A(aud) to sit there alone, neither do i want to sit there. and here comes the sinful part.

i kindly asked kok to move one seat. kok asked me to ask mok. well fine. so i kindly asked mok to move one seat. and you know what?

she said: "I DONT WANT TO MOVE" in that stupid attitude voice.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
(i have never ever scolded vulgarities in my life :D its true.)

so what? she expect me to suffocate on her stench by sitting beside her? no way bitch.

i realised i shouldnt even have asked her kindly in the first place. what a grave mistake. i realised how sinful it is and i should go all out to make things bad for her to repent.

i cant forgive myself unless i do so. bah!!