Aisyah
Baohui
Bibi
Celine
Cheryl
Eugene
Jacinth
Jwen
Michelle
Rom
Yaqi
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30 May 2006:
im not totally bad.
i didnt totally pon sch k?
i went for econs lect.
haha.
it was damn scary when i stepped into sch.
was walking towards canteen to meet andrew.
then ms yeo was there!
had to turn 180degress and walk the long way.
haha.
yup.
after that talked to andrew n wei jia.
sigh.
went for my long awaited haircut.
yes!
finally!
and i dont really feel the heartache.
cos i got a totally new style.
i hope.
got big changes la.
not like last time.
hope it'll turn out fine when i tie it.
watch out.
okay so...
dont feel like saying anything else.
stone.
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im sick.
yea 'sick'.
first time im serious about ponning sch.
its too late if i change my mind too wad.
anw e uniform is so warm.
rubbish.
okay la.
to be honest i just dont feel like going sch.
and why am i up so early?
cos my bro need to use e com from 10-2.
zzz.
and i've an appointment after that.
so thats it.
i ponned.
anw today is full of maths.
i tried to do my work.
i woke up at 6.15 k?
and i was too tired so i changed to 6.20.
6.45.
7.15.
might as well not go sch.
haha.
stone.
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29 May 2006:
gp exam!
whee.
quite okay la.
realised that its 1hr 30min for each paper.
quite long actually.
and i usually dont think about the papers i sat for.
what for?
its not gonna change anything anyway.
i actually wanna criticise things about the exam paper and zenith.
but since im feeling down now i shall not do so.
so we went for learning journey.
had lunch at pizzahut 1st.
and their service was slow man.
at 1st la.
then went to asian civilisation musuem.
its actually bigger than i expected.
and me n mei got lost inside.
haha.
yepp then went for e movie.
it was..
scary?
haha.
i was feeling v scared during the movie.
dont know why also.
heh.
and dinner was great with fun ppl.
haha.
anw im tired.
just tired i hope.
am i giving up?
im not sure.
stone.
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28 May 2006:
i miss crcy!
found this picture.
and it reminds me of the times we had.
esp during my favourite footdrill!
haha.
conducting water parades.
it was e most looked forward thing during footdrill.
cos we'd always be thirsty.
and sometimes we had to drink from other's bottles.
that was something that bonded us too.
haha!
look forward to meeting them again.
and 6a2.
and 4n.
and castor 2.
and a302.
i miss everyone!
haha.
outings outings outings!
i miss keith's posh condo.
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blah.
haircut only on tues cos its fully booked.
anw tmr will be gp exam!
not mentally prepared yet.
haha.
and learning journey after that.
gotta book e place 1st.
and im bored staying at home e whole day just because tmr's gp exam.
zzz.
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27 May 2006:
bake a fish.
corny title.
but nvm.
just thought of it on the way home.
anw i was independent learning more than words until 3 am.
haha.
and my fingers hurt now.
cos my guitar's acoustic. :))
dont be jealous,bh.
haha.
your concert was nicer than mj's.
woke up and practiced again.
making progress k?
then went to meet yaqi,wenqian n liyana for gpp.
we were dying there.
haha.
as wenqian said,
it was brain consuming.
haha.
then met dad n blah for dinner.
cos i was broke. (shh..)
walked into toys r us cos my bro wanted to buy gandam seed crap.
and i was chasing after him.
feel so kiddy.
haha.
wanted him to buy me a battery operated car so i can drive to school.
but too ex la.
went to look at guitars.
and im contented with mine.
haha.
walk ard and bot a shirt.
and dad promised me skirts when he go overseas.
haha.
actually i'd love to have pants too.
yea gonna go continue practicing already.
and try to study for gp.
try.
oh no!
a matter of words.
i must study gp.
haha.
what to study la?
so tmr's sunday.
and i wanna get a haircut!!
sian.
but without an appointment it'll be damn difficult to do so.
argh.
hope i can get a haircut!
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26 May 2006:
gem of the night.
in the end i went for mj guitar concert with my doggie.
bh had guitar practice and couldnt go.
it was on e overall quite okay.
not as good as vj's i guess.
for one our school dont have a nice theatre.
and it was so dumb selling staircase seats.
okay the stage was v small and everyone was crammed there.
the backdrop was quite irritating (not to mention dumb).
it's like v interupting.
the playing was good.
the emcees.
er.
okay.
it was relatively short as compared to vj's.
and i like the song love me.
the singer was sweet.
haha.
overall,
its worth $4 as compared to $10 for vj's. :))
I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, Boy, you might not understand, but a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet, and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darlin wait and see
Cause between now and then, till I see you again
I'll be lovin you
Love, Me
I read these words just hours before, my grandma passed away
In the doorway of a church where me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry, in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darlin wait and see
Cause between now and then, till I see you again
I'll be lovin you
Love, Me
Cause between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be lovin you
Love, Me
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far away
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving
Hold on to me and never let me go
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i tried.
i didnt sleep immediately last night.
stayed up till 2.30 to sort out my thoughts.
yea.
i tried to take my leave.
i was so sure i could do it.
but when i woke up,
its back to the beginning.
and as the stubborn sheena,
i tried to take my leave again.
but i failed once again.
my thoughts are choking on you.
choking on you.
yes you're right.
mr hon i guess you're right.
got the sudden urge to look at the city lights.
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25 May 2006:
mj boleh.
lessons were nothing interesting today.
maybe it was because my mind was switched off cos today is apparently the last day of school.
like so sudden.
haha.
so we went to support the soccer guys.
even though we lost to vj,
it was an exciting,heart thumping match nonetheless.
den went bugis with michelle wee yang n pierre.
correct spelling?
haha.
and the A101 ppl.
cheer up wee yang! :))
WEE YANG SEXY!
haha.
and pierre's my schoolmate!
as in the spastic people school.
haha.
okay la.
im quite in a bad mood today.
cant think of anything interesting to blog about.
trying to iron my thoughts.
only apply ceteris paribus to econs and geog.
shant pen down all my thoughts.
anw,
HI CLEMENT.
i know you're reading my blog.
yes no use hiding now.
zzz.
actually,
if those major things didnt happen in my life,
would i still be this sheena?
or will i be another person?
these major things really do change my life to certain extents.
on the more positive side,
i get the chance to mature.
wait.
is being mature even positive?
question of the day: should i take my leave?
yawn.
i better go sleep now before i nod on my keyboard.
:((
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24 May 2006:
red day
today finally can wake up late.
gp was still as boring.
was sleeping as she was talking.
and i couldnt get anything in.
anw,
i had to wear the RED phobos shirt for vball today cos my pe shirts were washing.
then realised i look like my red n black shoe bag.
and kevin was teasing me.
cos i was eating char siew pau.
which was red.
and my rubber band happen to look like red too.
haha.
aww
my thumbs hurt.
the left one because of setting.
the right one because of serving.
feel so breakable.
haha.
unbreakable.
x incomplete
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23 May 2006:
mugging mugger who mugs muggingly.
duno how many times i've been using this phrase.
but i was really quite guai k?
i woke up at 5 to complete my gp essay!
and finally handed in gp on time.
and i managed to scrape thru chem n econs without doing tutorials.
okay this is the unguai part.
but we managed to get over with our geog presentation,
although it sucked badly.
now back to guainess,
i stayed back and completed my ap assignment!
yay!
on e overall i feel v guai already lor.
and im v motivated to start studying for mid years.
just hope this motivation wont die out la.
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22 May 2006:
priorities management.
due to my (nearly) breakdown last night,
i got to learn that there's no such thing as time management,
only priorities management.
i got back what was lost.
the ability to juggle things well.
i recalled the optimum environment for me to function.
the condusive environment la.
optimum sounds so bio.
yepp.
so im all ready to start mugging.
haha.
but will i mug?
we'll see.
anw i didnt get caught by ms lai!
haha.
black hair today k?
and decent(unzipped) skirt.
hahaha.
cant wait to get a hair cut. :))
then some bad stuffs happened.
and i dont wanna talk about it.
went for vball.
v tiring.
we managed to hit 108 balls consecutively.
yay!
pt was torturous.
the pumpings part.
haha.
hands are kinda soft now.
have a feeling we'll get muscle aches. :((
yepp.
so the motivated sheena shall go do work!
zzz.
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21 May 2006:
thanks to adam khoo.
thanks to adam khoo,
and cedar for offering us this workshop,
i learnt how to speed read.
and i am speed reading thru the readings.
irrelevant stuffs.
crap.
can someone come smash my com?
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mugging mugger who mugs muggingly.
haix.
mugging.
trying to complete my sub standard geog presentation.
got 36 pages of readings to do.
argh.
i hope we can skip gp on thurs.
its the boringest lesson ever.
shes the boringest tchr ever.
i never felt so tortured before.
i never went so against my eyes before.
until she became my tchr.
i hope we'll have a change of tchr.
argh.
and im not the only one who feels this way.
her lessons are dry and hypnotising.
i have never been so mean to a tchr before.
oh yes.
other than mdm tall.
the one who gave our chinese class horrors.
haha.
firstly she wears the same few clothes.
and never wash her hair,
never shaves and it even peeks outta her sleeve.
wears a flowery bra under a translucent shirt.
digs her nose in class,
uses wanru's hairpin to dig her ear and puts it back.
zomg.
although mdm mariam is not as scary, her make up is. :x
and her lessons are scaringly boring.
my brain is sleeping.
zzz.
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20 May 2006:
funtasia.
funtasia?
funasia?
anything.
nj's funfair.
haha.
went with bh n jess to visit xuani.
my dad fetched me there.
and in e end he used up $5 coupon and won a nike soccer ball.
cool.
spent e rest of the coupon on food,discounted price float thanks to xuani,and some games.
we whined and got a stack of uno cards.
haha!
after everything we went to j8 for dinner.
cafe cartel again.
grilled chicken this time.
and i finished everything!
even ate bread after the main course.
haha.
1st time they saw me eating so much.
cracked 'jokes',
played truth or dare.
all the stupid stuffs that sets us laughing.
wow i miss them. :((
but will see them soon again!
haha.
and i miss jwen!
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19 May 2006:
PERFECT FIFTH 2006
wooh.
had diarrhoea in the morning before assembly.
was sh*tting halfway and had to assemble.
haha!
anw 2.4 was bad.
15.28.
thats a C!
sigh.
but i had diarrhoea la.
and something bad happened.
dont wanna mention it.
went for vj guitar concert with xuani n jess to watch bh.
haha.
my son got so many supporters!!
it was quite nice on e overall.
except for the constant murmurs.
i like the feeling of close to heaven.
You know you're the only one for me
The thought of you
Picks me up when I'm lonely
I get all crazy
When you call out my name
I'm close to Heaven
When you're touching me
You say that you love me
Girl, I know it
I feel the same but still so afraid
To show it
I get all crazy when
You call out my name
I'm close to Heaven
When you're touching me
It's gotta be love, sweet love
Whenever you're near me
Ooh you make me happy, baby
Love, sweet love
Whenever you're near me
Ooh you make me happy, baby
Me vuelvo loco pensando en
Tu amor
Cuando te veo, temblo por
Tu calor
Cerca de cielco, alma de
Mr corazon, mis labios
Brillan llenos de emocion
All I wanted
All I ever wanted was you
And for you to love me
You keep me warm
And you give me love
I know you're the one for me
You know you're the only one for me
The thought of you
Picks me up when I'm lonely
I get all crazy
When you call out my name
I'm close to Heaven
When you're touching me
Mi vida sonyado asi
(Ooh, I'm getting closer to you)
Esta cancion que estoy
Cantando es solo para ti
(Heaven's only one kiss away)
Mirate, tocarte, besarte asi
(Ooh, I'm getting closer to you)
Ya no lo aguanto mas
(Heaven's only one kiss away)
Querida mi vida sonyado asi
(Ooh, I'm getting closer to you)
Esta cancion que estoy
Cantando es solo para ti
(Heaven's only one kiss away)
Mirate, tocarte, besarte asi
(Ooh, I'm getting closer to you)
Ya no lo aguanto mas
(Heaven's only one kiss away)
haha.
tmr gonna meet em again at nj.
and they dont wanna come mj.
damn bad. :((
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18 May 2006:
2.4 tmr!
yay!
so excited for 2.4!
finally can run!
but i'll regret saying this once im running.
haha.
anw i wasnt supposed to turn up in sch today.
i failed chem test although i tried to study until 1+am.
haix.
had double gp today.
surprisingly i wasnt sleepy.
im turning guai.
was talking to baobao about mj guitar concert.
me:can wear anything arh?
bao:ya
weijia:dont wear anything also can
me:means can wear curtain,towel all that arh?
eugene:ya.you can wear your shower robe and slippers.then wear e towel on your head,sling one towel across you shoulder and carry your toiletries.then halfway through the concert you shower there.
damn spastic!!!
went bugis with ___ and zukai to buy _______'s _______.
i dont know if im supposed to say it anot la.
she bot what ken said look like me.
haha.
yepp.
so lotsa work to complete.
plus gotta rest for 2.4.
i realised this is the 1st time i got serious about napfa.
i really did serious warm up and preparation.
for the past few years i didnt even have breakfast before running.
haha!
gonna aim for at least a B.
which i dont even know what it is. :))
yes!vball tmr and vj guitar concert!
i miss my son.
and eunuch and his/her dad.
sleepy...
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17 May 2006:
growing muscles.
yes!
my muscles are growing.
its not because im weak thats why my muscles are aching kay?
egoist guys.
got caught today for gene's jogabonito band and short skirt.
argh.
anw mayo sneezed during investiture!
then she giggled to herself.
everyone was laughing, mei.
anw im seriously thinking of poning sch tmr.
but there's chem test!
but double gp.
all the boring tutorials.
zzz.
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16 May 2006:
drowning again.
scare me!
gpp dont need to be handed in tmr.
phew.
thats one thing down.
currently stuck on the geog presentation.
like have to do 3 slides?
and i have only 3 points currently?
1 point one slide?
haha.
wassup with 3 today man.
anw i just realised that my ankle hurts at certain angles.
haha.
kinda sprained it during vball yesterday.
boo.
mugging mugger who mugs muggingly.
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there goes my iron woman.
had napfa today.
and vball training yesterday.
muscles aching.
anw,
shuttle run 10.9 sec (A)
sit ups 33 (A)
sbj 183cm (B)
sit and reach 60cm (A)
inclined 15 (B)
sad.
3cm and 3 pull ups to iron woman.
3 teeny weeeny cm.
sigh.
nvm.
at least i improved.
i think?
shall train hard for next year.
haha!
yepp.
got 9/20 for econs test.
better than the previous 1/20.
but still fail. :(
but wad more can i expect if i didnt study for it?
come to think of it,
i dont remember studying for tests.
slacker sheena.
think mdm mariam is damn pissed with me cos i always never do her work.
seriously i didnt even think gp was boring until she taught me.
lesson plan was plain hypnotising.
is that how you spell it?
anything.
got lotsa stuffs to complete.
by today.
YES BY TODAY!
gpp
geog presentation
geog timed essay preparation
gp summary
and all starts with g.
wtg.
but of cos slacker sheena will find a way out.
perhaps by changing my name to mugger sheena. x.x
mugging mugger who mugs muggingly.
haha!
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12 May 2006:
you're strong when you believe you are. :))
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11 May 2006:
crying the whole day.
was crying the whole day man.
no la.
actually was yawning so hard that i teared.
v sleepy!
was trying v hard not to sleep in chem.
and ms yeo v understanding cos i told her why i didnt do my maths tutorial.
econs was relatively boring but still awake.
gp was the most boring of all.
was so tempted to sleep but things still got into my head.
haha.
finally had compass which nothing could get in my head anymore.
yepp.
then rushed home to sleep.
and on the bus i was observing the pavement to school.
suitable.
haha.
and i got so excited.
anw,going for wedding dinner at the regent soon.
yes!
finally!
hope i dont sleep on my dinner.
zzz.
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10 May 2006:
im guai.
i dont know why but i went to school eventually.
maybe it was because gavin psychoed me.
maybe it was because of vball.
maybe it was just my own guainess.
haha!
miraculously i was quite hyper today.
despite sleeping at 3am.
haha.
was so stressed up by all the stuffs at first.
but slowly i settled things.
so im gonna spend the rest of today catching up with my work.
i dont care how much sleep i get.
im just gonna cheong all the way!
once i start doing work,
i dont feel like stopping.
haha.
i passed my geog.
borderline.
but it was already good enough cos i didnt study.
haha. >.
then we finally had vball!
quite enjoyable as i get used to playing it.
hope can make it to team,
though kai wei said i already am.
need to secure a place la.
haha.
okay i better go do work now before i get sleepy.
haha!
hope can tahan until i complete everything.
tasks to complete
gpp
chem assignment
maths tutorial
econs tutorial.
mei scared me by telling me chers are starting to call up parents if we do not complete tutorials.
a push factor.
a pull factor,
my motivation.
haha.
i dont know if i will appear in school tmr.
i'll try my best not to pon.
haha.
hope i'll still be as hyper as today.
last day of the week.
and a wedding dinner as a treat.
haha!
good food finally.
the canteen food is making me lose weight.
and so is the dinner at home.
haha.
that reminds me of kevin and his friends talking about budget food.
how to cut down spendings on food in the canteen.
your guide to budget food in canteen
1)order rice and one dish.
2)order vege instead of meat.
3)ask the uncle to split the cost among other dishes.
e.g. 10c worth of meat,vege,egg etc. instead of 40c meat.
(and the uncle will cut one leaf for you,split the egg etc.)
4)order rice only and get cucumber from the chicken rice stall.
5)order 20c worth of food.
e.g. one small portion of rice and a little bit of meat.
so small that it forms a sushi.
6)getting refund for leftovers.
and next time when you order 20c worth of food in option 5, the uncle will give you that.
how's this? :))
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09 May 2006:
zzz.
woah.
yesterday i attended e funeral for one last time.
had many rounds of prayers.
i nearly cried.
partly because of e smoke,
partly because the music reminds me of the past.
and when we were burning the stuffs,
eyes were wet.
it was such a saddening sight.
was trying to do my chem and study econs there.
but it was so distracting.
so i ended up with incomplete hw.
today the body was cremated.
i couldnt go.
sigh.
woke up without waking up.
getit?
was damn sleepy today cos of the funeral.
i was trying v hard not to sleep in lessons.
gp sucked today.
damn boring.
and we got back our chemistry test.
8/30.
and i couldnt absorb anything she was saying.
just copied n copied.
econs tutorial.
i was gorging myself with sweets that eventually tasted bitter.
to keep myself awake.
econs test was quite okay.
cos i didnt study.
so i couldnt care less.
had to complete my gp essay after sch.
but eugene asked me to print his criminal photo for him.
and in return he'll do my gp essay.
in the end there wasnt any image in the disc.
and he did the point form essay so slowly i couldnt finish in time.
so here i am at home typing this instead of doing work.
i think i might not attend sch tmr.
if i do i most prob wont attend sch on thurs.
because i really cant take it.
havent even replenished my sleep and there's hw piling on me.
sigh.
i miss the old cedar days.
and theres vball tmr until god knows wad time.
i think i really might not make it to sch on thurs.
and there will be a wedding dinner to attend on thurs.
argh.
okay at least can talk to ryan.
if i attend sch on wed n thurs i might sleep during the wedding dinner.
and that will be v rude.
oh wells.
wedding is supposed to be fun.
but even the hyper active sheena cant take it anymore.
i love attending wedding dinenrs.
so now i shall select the day to supposingly be sick.
wed/thurs.
tasks to complete today
gp essay
gp summary
chem assignment
NE stuff
gpp
and more which i cant think of now because my brain is half asleep.
do i look like i can finish?
i dont even have enough time to sleep.
mummy you know if you're still here,
i'll be a damn guai girl with all homework completed and even studied for my promos.
not saying that im not guai now la.
at least i pay attention in lectures.
and got 2nd in class for maths test.
even though i didnt study.
haha.
thanks mum.
for everything you gave me.
sorry for disappointing you.
i just do not have the motivation to study without you.
despite that,
i still want to say
I LOVE YOU MUMMY!
no matter where you are
no matter who you've becomed
no matter how long you have been with me
no matter what you do
no matter when you are with me
you'll forever be in my heart
i love you
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07 May 2006:
cause.
okay.
just got to know the cause of death.
depression.
committed suicide.
another case.
i think this time its jumping off.
last time it was hanging.
jialing's case was jumping off too.
and i remember granddad tried to jump off?
sigh.
people ending own lives.
it aint difficult to do so.
but its sure difficult for those left behind.
wont you regret it at that instant your body goes over?
life is precious.
our parents and us went through so much to bring us to this world.
we had to swim our lives out for the sperm race.
mum had to bear with all the pain.
kicking.
tearing.
sewing back on the spot.
ouch.
then it comes to the bringing up part.
sacrificed so much for us.
how can we end our lives just like that?
and leaving those who love us behind.
devastated.
shocked.
not being able to speak or see us as we leave.
sigh.
guess im more used to it already.
just v horrified at how people commit suicide.
was v shocked when i first heard granddad trying to jump off.
was really shocked n disgusted when i heard granduncle hung himself.
now im still shocked but havent felt the impact yet.
maybe i would at the funeral.
funeral.
reminds me of 2000 when mum passed away.
2004 when granddad passed away.
sigh.
gonna be tears n mucus again.
i miss mummy.
MUMMY!
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sigh.
was starving last night.
but nvm.
woke up aching all over.
too many pullups.
haha!
anw,
uncle passed away.
remember how my bro used to call him yellow uncle.
also dont know why.
sigh.
hope ben n eileen are doing well.
yellow aunty too.
:'(
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05 May 2006:
rah rah ppl.
haha.
today was so tired.
tried not to sleep in maths lect.
did 13 pull ups on e machine thing.
haha.
we pon maths tutorial.
supposed to accidentally fall asleep in library while doing pi n geog.
haha!
went for interview by ms suey.
but it was more of her talking.
only asked us 2 questions.
haha!
then had house comm interview.
crap man.
anyhow answered.
ended in 9 mins.
haha.
then crapped alot at e benches there.
creating a din outside perkafe.
formed our 'band'.
im one of the drummers.
weijia's good.
the other gurls choir de.
i cant sing as well as them.
so took bottles and knocked.
pity the table.
had marks on them.
sorry...
heh.
yo phobos in the house yo.
haha.
aiya.
thanks weijia for saving me from ahem. ;))
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04 May 2006:
blazer!
haha!
was so hungry in the morning cos i didnt have dinner the night before.
oh nvm.
compass.
got elected as ne rep n i have to stay back last min.
okay so i went to watch soccer.
aj vs rj.
and aj won!
aj boleh!!
haha!
the whole gallery was supporting aj.
cool man.
jack got top in bio sia.
anw
went for e ne rep meeting with bao bao.
we were told lt4.
opened the door.
mus said lt5.
okay we went there.
open the door.
saw the whole lt filled with ppl.
larre was laughing and ask us hurry sit.
we were late.
then we look ard.
why everyone got white book?
oh shit!
its econs lect!
we were giggling and asking if it was econs lect.
e guy beside bao thought we were joking.
haha!
and it WAS econs lect.
said sorry and ran out.
the whole lt was laughing.
argh.
we couldnt stop laughing too.
haha.
even when we were in the meeting in LT2!
haha.
mus.
anw
we signed up for the aj thing.
get to wear blazer sia.
haha!
cool.
well,
hope the people in lt 5 dont remember us.
embarrassing. -.-"
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03 May 2006:
sick.
sick sia.
just woke up from a sleep since dont know when.
a funny sleep.
right leg muscle cramp when i was sleeping.
what the?
i was rolling in pain but still sleeping i think.
argh.
woke up with a headache.
and dinner sucks.
what is there to eat man?
end up eating pau,
which is still currently untouched in front of me.
doesnt look appetising.
i should go school tmr.
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meridian ediot
hahaa!
brought my bro's hp to sch today.
was playing the college anthem for someone.
and i closed e flap.
in e end wth.
after the national anthem,
i dont wanna be an american ediot.
oh shit!
my phone!
haha.
lucky it wasnt too loud.
dumb songs my bro put in his phone.
anw house comm election was okay.
didnt forget my speech!
yay!
but i still doubt i'll get in.
stiff competition.
but i dont feel strongly for it la.
vball!
we lost.
15-25.
sigh.
i really wanted to go.
i feel more for vball.
heh.
should have gone to support instead.
though it wouldnt make any difference.
but it'll be a great experience watching a match.
nvm.
school's getting boring.
maybe cos of the lack of sleep.
yawn.
continue reading mot. :))
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drowning!
help!
im drowning!
just finished gp and my PI.
well i decide to call it finished.
i aint gonna do more.
and im gonna fail geog test cos i havent study.
look at the time!
im sleeping man.
anw my bro lent me his hp!argh
sleep!!
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02 May 2006:
deodorant(however you spell it) craze.
i smell manly enough to attract girls man.
wth wee yang sprayed andrew's deodorant on me!
argh!
but nvm.
i got an excellent for my econs tutorial!
sadly got 1/20 for the test la.
aww.
well nvm.
im a mugger.
hahaha!
anw i was trying my best not to sleep in lectures today.
maths lect was quite boring until i made eye contact with andrew sia.
electricity zzz.
haha
then gave him a 'kiss'.
a mUaCkx in twit language.
haha!
anw thanx mei for helping me with my speech.
to be exact for doing my speech.
hahah!
sick man.
house comm.
VBALL!
moral support.
yeah man.
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01 May 2006:
twits!
spent last night reading mot.
haha.
shared it with gavin.
and currently im obsessed with tWittX.
haha!
and im looking at twits around me.
actually mj has quite a number of twits and bimbos.
as compared to cedar.
when gavin was talking about how reading the ah lian post reminded him of someone,
i suddenly thought of that girl in my pe class.
yes that BIG dkiboobedsjl girl.
haha.
someone was telling me about her reflective big strawberry earstudringwdv.
it looks more like a stickon to me.
and her wearing a normal djebradfg for pe.
zomg.
please spare a thought for the eyes of guys.
and us.
its hard not to notice.
haha!
really pity her when i see her running.
serious.
at about 2am i was listening to my bro's songs.
heard mocking bird.
reminded me of banana la.
msg him thanking him for what he did for me in the past.
really scared him
haha!!
anw
i was eating this blueh food.
and it gave me the runs after a few bites.
thanks so much luh.
cured my constipated intestines yea.
tried to finish up the food.
cannot waste food right?
but its really hard to even put it into my mouth.
the result of spending too much money.
haha!
there's house comm election on wednesday.
someone please save me!
wth am i supposed to talk about?
2mins?
it'll be so dumb for me to talk for 2mins myself.
beginning to wonder why am i running for house comm.
and having to face these dfhkldjhngd competition.
seeing the dark side of people.
inflicting a scar.
wheee.
i can hang on no longer.
believe me.
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30 May 2006:
im not totally bad.
i didnt totally pon sch k?
i went for econs lect.
haha.
it was damn scary when i stepped into sch.
was walking towards canteen to meet andrew.
then ms yeo was there!
had to turn 180degress and walk the long way.
haha.
yup.
after that talked to andrew n wei jia.
sigh.
went for my long awaited haircut.
yes!
finally!
and i dont really feel the heartache.
cos i got a totally new style.
i hope.
got big changes la.
not like last time.
hope it'll turn out fine when i tie it.
watch out.
okay so...
dont feel like saying anything else.
stone.
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im sick.
yea 'sick'.
first time im serious about ponning sch.
its too late if i change my mind too wad.
anw e uniform is so warm.
rubbish.
okay la.
to be honest i just dont feel like going sch.
and why am i up so early?
cos my bro need to use e com from 10-2.
zzz.
and i've an appointment after that.
so thats it.
i ponned.
anw today is full of maths.
i tried to do my work.
i woke up at 6.15 k?
and i was too tired so i changed to 6.20.
6.45.
7.15.
might as well not go sch.
haha.
stone.
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29 May 2006:
gp exam!
whee.
quite okay la.
realised that its 1hr 30min for each paper.
quite long actually.
and i usually dont think about the papers i sat for.
what for?
its not gonna change anything anyway.
i actually wanna criticise things about the exam paper and zenith.
but since im feeling down now i shall not do so.
so we went for learning journey.
had lunch at pizzahut 1st.
and their service was slow man.
at 1st la.
then went to asian civilisation musuem.
its actually bigger than i expected.
and me n mei got lost inside.
haha.
yepp then went for e movie.
it was..
scary?
haha.
i was feeling v scared during the movie.
dont know why also.
heh.
and dinner was great with fun ppl.
haha.
anw im tired.
just tired i hope.
am i giving up?
im not sure.
stone.
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28 May 2006:
i miss crcy!
found this picture.
and it reminds me of the times we had.
esp during my favourite footdrill!
haha.
conducting water parades.
it was e most looked forward thing during footdrill.
cos we'd always be thirsty.
and sometimes we had to drink from other's bottles.
that was something that bonded us too.
haha!
look forward to meeting them again.
and 6a2.
and 4n.
and castor 2.
and a302.
i miss everyone!
haha.
outings outings outings!
i miss keith's posh condo.
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blah.
haircut only on tues cos its fully booked.
anw tmr will be gp exam!
not mentally prepared yet.
haha.
and learning journey after that.
gotta book e place 1st.
and im bored staying at home e whole day just because tmr's gp exam.
zzz.
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27 May 2006:
bake a fish.
corny title.
but nvm.
just thought of it on the way home.
anw i was independent learning more than words until 3 am.
haha.
and my fingers hurt now.
cos my guitar's acoustic. :))
dont be jealous,bh.
haha.
your concert was nicer than mj's.
woke up and practiced again.
making progress k?
then went to meet yaqi,wenqian n liyana for gpp.
we were dying there.
haha.
as wenqian said,
it was brain consuming.
haha.
then met dad n blah for dinner.
cos i was broke. (shh..)
walked into toys r us cos my bro wanted to buy gandam seed crap.
and i was chasing after him.
feel so kiddy.
haha.
wanted him to buy me a battery operated car so i can drive to school.
but too ex la.
went to look at guitars.
and im contented with mine.
haha.
walk ard and bot a shirt.
and dad promised me skirts when he go overseas.
haha.
actually i'd love to have pants too.
yea gonna go continue practicing already.
and try to study for gp.
try.
oh no!
a matter of words.
i must study gp.
haha.
what to study la?
so tmr's sunday.
and i wanna get a haircut!!
sian.
but without an appointment it'll be damn difficult to do so.
argh.
hope i can get a haircut!
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26 May 2006:
gem of the night.
in the end i went for mj guitar concert with my doggie.
bh had guitar practice and couldnt go.
it was on e overall quite okay.
not as good as vj's i guess.
for one our school dont have a nice theatre.
and it was so dumb selling staircase seats.
okay the stage was v small and everyone was crammed there.
the backdrop was quite irritating (not to mention dumb).
it's like v interupting.
the playing was good.
the emcees.
er.
okay.
it was relatively short as compared to vj's.
and i like the song love me.
the singer was sweet.
haha.
overall,
its worth $4 as compared to $10 for vj's. :))
I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, Boy, you might not understand, but a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet, and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darlin wait and see
Cause between now and then, till I see you again
I'll be lovin you
Love, Me
I read these words just hours before, my grandma passed away
In the doorway of a church where me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry, in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darlin wait and see
Cause between now and then, till I see you again
I'll be lovin you
Love, Me
Cause between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be lovin you
Love, Me
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far away
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving
Hold on to me and never let me go
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i tried.
i didnt sleep immediately last night.
stayed up till 2.30 to sort out my thoughts.
yea.
i tried to take my leave.
i was so sure i could do it.
but when i woke up,
its back to the beginning.
and as the stubborn sheena,
i tried to take my leave again.
but i failed once again.
my thoughts are choking on you.
choking on you.
yes you're right.
mr hon i guess you're right.
got the sudden urge to look at the city lights.
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25 May 2006:
mj boleh.
lessons were nothing interesting today.
maybe it was because my mind was switched off cos today is apparently the last day of school.
like so sudden.
haha.
so we went to support the soccer guys.
even though we lost to vj,
it was an exciting,heart thumping match nonetheless.
den went bugis with michelle wee yang n pierre.
correct spelling?
haha.
and the A101 ppl.
cheer up wee yang! :))
WEE YANG SEXY!
haha.
and pierre's my schoolmate!
as in the spastic people school.
haha.
okay la.
im quite in a bad mood today.
cant think of anything interesting to blog about.
trying to iron my thoughts.
only apply ceteris paribus to econs and geog.
shant pen down all my thoughts.
anw,
HI CLEMENT.
i know you're reading my blog.
yes no use hiding now.
zzz.
actually,
if those major things didnt happen in my life,
would i still be this sheena?
or will i be another person?
these major things really do change my life to certain extents.
on the more positive side,
i get the chance to mature.
wait.
is being mature even positive?
question of the day: should i take my leave?
yawn.
i better go sleep now before i nod on my keyboard.
:((
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24 May 2006:
red day
today finally can wake up late.
gp was still as boring.
was sleeping as she was talking.
and i couldnt get anything in.
anw,
i had to wear the RED phobos shirt for vball today cos my pe shirts were washing.
then realised i look like my red n black shoe bag.
and kevin was teasing me.
cos i was eating char siew pau.
which was red.
and my rubber band happen to look like red too.
haha.
aww
my thumbs hurt.
the left one because of setting.
the right one because of serving.
feel so breakable.
haha.
unbreakable.
x incomplete
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23 May 2006:
mugging mugger who mugs muggingly.
duno how many times i've been using this phrase.
but i was really quite guai k?
i woke up at 5 to complete my gp essay!
and finally handed in gp on time.
and i managed to scrape thru chem n econs without doing tutorials.
okay this is the unguai part.
but we managed to get over with our geog presentation,
although it sucked badly.
now back to guainess,
i stayed back and completed my ap assignment!
yay!
on e overall i feel v guai already lor.
and im v motivated to start studying for mid years.
just hope this motivation wont die out la.
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22 May 2006:
priorities management.
due to my (nearly) breakdown last night,
i got to learn that there's no such thing as time management,
only priorities management.
i got back what was lost.
the ability to juggle things well.
i recalled the optimum environment for me to function.
the condusive environment la.
optimum sounds so bio.
yepp.
so im all ready to start mugging.
haha.
but will i mug?
we'll see.
anw i didnt get caught by ms lai!
haha.
black hair today k?
and decent(unzipped) skirt.
hahaha.
cant wait to get a hair cut. :))
then some bad stuffs happened.
and i dont wanna talk about it.
went for vball.
v tiring.
we managed to hit 108 balls consecutively.
yay!
pt was torturous.
the pumpings part.
haha.
hands are kinda soft now.
have a feeling we'll get muscle aches. :((
yepp.
so the motivated sheena shall go do work!
zzz.
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21 May 2006:
thanks to adam khoo.
thanks to adam khoo,
and cedar for offering us this workshop,
i learnt how to speed read.
and i am speed reading thru the readings.
irrelevant stuffs.
crap.
can someone come smash my com?
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mugging mugger who mugs muggingly.
haix.
mugging.
trying to complete my sub standard geog presentation.
got 36 pages of readings to do.
argh.
i hope we can skip gp on thurs.
its the boringest lesson ever.
shes the boringest tchr ever.
i never felt so tortured before.
i never went so against my eyes before.
until she became my tchr.
i hope we'll have a change of tchr.
argh.
and im not the only one who feels this way.
her lessons are dry and hypnotising.
i have never been so mean to a tchr before.
oh yes.
other than mdm tall.
the one who gave our chinese class horrors.
haha.
firstly she wears the same few clothes.
and never wash her hair,
never shaves and it even peeks outta her sleeve.
wears a flowery bra under a translucent shirt.
digs her nose in class,
uses wanru's hairpin to dig her ear and puts it back.
zomg.
although mdm mariam is not as scary, her make up is. :x
and her lessons are scaringly boring.
my brain is sleeping.
zzz.
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20 May 2006:
funtasia.
funtasia?
funasia?
anything.
nj's funfair.
haha.
went with bh n jess to visit xuani.
my dad fetched me there.
and in e end he used up $5 coupon and won a nike soccer ball.
cool.
spent e rest of the coupon on food,discounted price float thanks to xuani,and some games.
we whined and got a stack of uno cards.
haha!
after everything we went to j8 for dinner.
cafe cartel again.
grilled chicken this time.
and i finished everything!
even ate bread after the main course.
haha.
1st time they saw me eating so much.
cracked 'jokes',
played truth or dare.
all the stupid stuffs that sets us laughing.
wow i miss them. :((
but will see them soon again!
haha.
and i miss jwen!
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19 May 2006:
PERFECT FIFTH 2006
wooh.
had diarrhoea in the morning before assembly.
was sh*tting halfway and had to assemble.
haha!
anw 2.4 was bad.
15.28.
thats a C!
sigh.
but i had diarrhoea la.
and something bad happened.
dont wanna mention it.
went for vj guitar concert with xuani n jess to watch bh.
haha.
my son got so many supporters!!
it was quite nice on e overall.
except for the constant murmurs.
i like the feeling of close to heaven.
You know you're the only one for me
The thought of you
Picks me up when I'm lonely
I get all crazy
When you call out my name
I'm close to Heaven
When you're touching me
You say that you love me
Girl, I know it
I feel the same but still so afraid
To show it
I get all crazy when
You call out my name
I'm close to Heaven
When you're touching me
It's gotta be love, sweet love
Whenever you're near me
Ooh you make me happy, baby
Love, sweet love
Whenever you're near me
Ooh you make me happy, baby
Me vuelvo loco pensando en
Tu amor
Cuando te veo, temblo por
Tu calor
Cerca de cielco, alma de
Mr corazon, mis labios
Brillan llenos de emocion
All I wanted
All I ever wanted was you
And for you to love me
You keep me warm
And you give me love
I know you're the one for me
You know you're the only one for me
The thought of you
Picks me up when I'm lonely
I get all crazy
When you call out my name
I'm close to Heaven
When you're touching me
Mi vida sonyado asi
(Ooh, I'm getting closer to you)
Esta cancion que estoy
Cantando es solo para ti
(Heaven's only one kiss away)
Mirate, tocarte, besarte asi
(Ooh, I'm getting closer to you)
Ya no lo aguanto mas
(Heaven's only one kiss away)
Querida mi vida sonyado asi
(Ooh, I'm getting closer to you)
Esta cancion que estoy
Cantando es solo para ti
(Heaven's only one kiss away)
Mirate, tocarte, besarte asi
(Ooh, I'm getting closer to you)
Ya no lo aguanto mas
(Heaven's only one kiss away)
haha.
tmr gonna meet em again at nj.
and they dont wanna come mj.
damn bad. :((
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18 May 2006:
2.4 tmr!
yay!
so excited for 2.4!
finally can run!
but i'll regret saying this once im running.
haha.
anw i wasnt supposed to turn up in sch today.
i failed chem test although i tried to study until 1+am.
haix.
had double gp today.
surprisingly i wasnt sleepy.
im turning guai.
was talking to baobao about mj guitar concert.
me:can wear anything arh?
bao:ya
weijia:dont wear anything also can
me:means can wear curtain,towel all that arh?
eugene:ya.you can wear your shower robe and slippers.then wear e towel on your head,sling one towel across you shoulder and carry your toiletries.then halfway through the concert you shower there.
damn spastic!!!
went bugis with ___ and zukai to buy _______'s _______.
i dont know if im supposed to say it anot la.
she bot what ken said look like me.
haha.
yepp.
so lotsa work to complete.
plus gotta rest for 2.4.
i realised this is the 1st time i got serious about napfa.
i really did serious warm up and preparation.
for the past few years i didnt even have breakfast before running.
haha!
gonna aim for at least a B.
which i dont even know what it is. :))
yes!vball tmr and vj guitar concert!
i miss my son.
and eunuch and his/her dad.
sleepy...
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17 May 2006:
growing muscles.
yes!
my muscles are growing.
its not because im weak thats why my muscles are aching kay?
egoist guys.
got caught today for gene's jogabonito band and short skirt.
argh.
anw mayo sneezed during investiture!
then she giggled to herself.
everyone was laughing, mei.
anw im seriously thinking of poning sch tmr.
but there's chem test!
but double gp.
all the boring tutorials.
zzz.
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16 May 2006:
drowning again.
scare me!
gpp dont need to be handed in tmr.
phew.
thats one thing down.
currently stuck on the geog presentation.
like have to do 3 slides?
and i have only 3 points currently?
1 point one slide?
haha.
wassup with 3 today man.
anw i just realised that my ankle hurts at certain angles.
haha.
kinda sprained it during vball yesterday.
boo.
mugging mugger who mugs muggingly.
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there goes my iron woman.
had napfa today.
and vball training yesterday.
muscles aching.
anw,
shuttle run 10.9 sec (A)
sit ups 33 (A)
sbj 183cm (B)
sit and reach 60cm (A)
inclined 15 (B)
sad.
3cm and 3 pull ups to iron woman.
3 teeny weeeny cm.
sigh.
nvm.
at least i improved.
i think?
shall train hard for next year.
haha!
yepp.
got 9/20 for econs test.
better than the previous 1/20.
but still fail. :(
but wad more can i expect if i didnt study for it?
come to think of it,
i dont remember studying for tests.
slacker sheena.
think mdm mariam is damn pissed with me cos i always never do her work.
seriously i didnt even think gp was boring until she taught me.
lesson plan was plain hypnotising.
is that how you spell it?
anything.
got lotsa stuffs to complete.
by today.
YES BY TODAY!
gpp
geog presentation
geog timed essay preparation
gp summary
and all starts with g.
wtg.
but of cos slacker sheena will find a way out.
perhaps by changing my name to mugger sheena. x.x
mugging mugger who mugs muggingly.
haha!
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12 May 2006:
you're strong when you believe you are. :))
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11 May 2006:
crying the whole day.
was crying the whole day man.
no la.
actually was yawning so hard that i teared.
v sleepy!
was trying v hard not to sleep in chem.
and ms yeo v understanding cos i told her why i didnt do my maths tutorial.
econs was relatively boring but still awake.
gp was the most boring of all.
was so tempted to sleep but things still got into my head.
haha.
finally had compass which nothing could get in my head anymore.
yepp.
then rushed home to sleep.
and on the bus i was observing the pavement to school.
suitable.
haha.
and i got so excited.
anw,going for wedding dinner at the regent soon.
yes!
finally!
hope i dont sleep on my dinner.
zzz.
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10 May 2006:
im guai.
i dont know why but i went to school eventually.
maybe it was because gavin psychoed me.
maybe it was because of vball.
maybe it was just my own guainess.
haha!
miraculously i was quite hyper today.
despite sleeping at 3am.
haha.
was so stressed up by all the stuffs at first.
but slowly i settled things.
so im gonna spend the rest of today catching up with my work.
i dont care how much sleep i get.
im just gonna cheong all the way!
once i start doing work,
i dont feel like stopping.
haha.
i passed my geog.
borderline.
but it was already good enough cos i didnt study.
haha. >.
then we finally had vball!
quite enjoyable as i get used to playing it.
hope can make it to team,
though kai wei said i already am.
need to secure a place la.
haha.
okay i better go do work now before i get sleepy.
haha!
hope can tahan until i complete everything.
tasks to complete
gpp
chem assignment
maths tutorial
econs tutorial.
mei scared me by telling me chers are starting to call up parents if we do not complete tutorials.
a push factor.
a pull factor,
my motivation.
haha.
i dont know if i will appear in school tmr.
i'll try my best not to pon.
haha.
hope i'll still be as hyper as today.
last day of the week.
and a wedding dinner as a treat.
haha!
good food finally.
the canteen food is making me lose weight.
and so is the dinner at home.
haha.
that reminds me of kevin and his friends talking about budget food.
how to cut down spendings on food in the canteen.
your guide to budget food in canteen
1)order rice and one dish.
2)order vege instead of meat.
3)ask the uncle to split the cost among other dishes.
e.g. 10c worth of meat,vege,egg etc. instead of 40c meat.
(and the uncle will cut one leaf for you,split the egg etc.)
4)order rice only and get cucumber from the chicken rice stall.
5)order 20c worth of food.
e.g. one small portion of rice and a little bit of meat.
so small that it forms a sushi.
6)getting refund for leftovers.
and next time when you order 20c worth of food in option 5, the uncle will give you that.
how's this? :))
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09 May 2006:
zzz.
woah.
yesterday i attended e funeral for one last time.
had many rounds of prayers.
i nearly cried.
partly because of e smoke,
partly because the music reminds me of the past.
and when we were burning the stuffs,
eyes were wet.
it was such a saddening sight.
was trying to do my chem and study econs there.
but it was so distracting.
so i ended up with incomplete hw.
today the body was cremated.
i couldnt go.
sigh.
woke up without waking up.
getit?
was damn sleepy today cos of the funeral.
i was trying v hard not to sleep in lessons.
gp sucked today.
damn boring.
and we got back our chemistry test.
8/30.
and i couldnt absorb anything she was saying.
just copied n copied.
econs tutorial.
i was gorging myself with sweets that eventually tasted bitter.
to keep myself awake.
econs test was quite okay.
cos i didnt study.
so i couldnt care less.
had to complete my gp essay after sch.
but eugene asked me to print his criminal photo for him.
and in return he'll do my gp essay.
in the end there wasnt any image in the disc.
and he did the point form essay so slowly i couldnt finish in time.
so here i am at home typing this instead of doing work.
i think i might not attend sch tmr.
if i do i most prob wont attend sch on thurs.
because i really cant take it.
havent even replenished my sleep and there's hw piling on me.
sigh.
i miss the old cedar days.
and theres vball tmr until god knows wad time.
i think i really might not make it to sch on thurs.
and there will be a wedding dinner to attend on thurs.
argh.
okay at least can talk to ryan.
if i attend sch on wed n thurs i might sleep during the wedding dinner.
and that will be v rude.
oh wells.
wedding is supposed to be fun.
but even the hyper active sheena cant take it anymore.
i love attending wedding dinenrs.
so now i shall select the day to supposingly be sick.
wed/thurs.
tasks to complete today
gp essay
gp summary
chem assignment
NE stuff
gpp
and more which i cant think of now because my brain is half asleep.
do i look like i can finish?
i dont even have enough time to sleep.
mummy you know if you're still here,
i'll be a damn guai girl with all homework completed and even studied for my promos.
not saying that im not guai now la.
at least i pay attention in lectures.
and got 2nd in class for maths test.
even though i didnt study.
haha.
thanks mum.
for everything you gave me.
sorry for disappointing you.
i just do not have the motivation to study without you.
despite that,
i still want to say
I LOVE YOU MUMMY!
no matter where you are
no matter who you've becomed
no matter how long you have been with me
no matter what you do
no matter when you are with me
you'll forever be in my heart
i love you
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07 May 2006:
cause.
okay.
just got to know the cause of death.
depression.
committed suicide.
another case.
i think this time its jumping off.
last time it was hanging.
jialing's case was jumping off too.
and i remember granddad tried to jump off?
sigh.
people ending own lives.
it aint difficult to do so.
but its sure difficult for those left behind.
wont you regret it at that instant your body goes over?
life is precious.
our parents and us went through so much to bring us to this world.
we had to swim our lives out for the sperm race.
mum had to bear with all the pain.
kicking.
tearing.
sewing back on the spot.
ouch.
then it comes to the bringing up part.
sacrificed so much for us.
how can we end our lives just like that?
and leaving those who love us behind.
devastated.
shocked.
not being able to speak or see us as we leave.
sigh.
guess im more used to it already.
just v horrified at how people commit suicide.
was v shocked when i first heard granddad trying to jump off.
was really shocked n disgusted when i heard granduncle hung himself.
now im still shocked but havent felt the impact yet.
maybe i would at the funeral.
funeral.
reminds me of 2000 when mum passed away.
2004 when granddad passed away.
sigh.
gonna be tears n mucus again.
i miss mummy.
MUMMY!
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sigh.
was starving last night.
but nvm.
woke up aching all over.
too many pullups.
haha!
anw,
uncle passed away.
remember how my bro used to call him yellow uncle.
also dont know why.
sigh.
hope ben n eileen are doing well.
yellow aunty too.
:'(
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05 May 2006:
rah rah ppl.
haha.
today was so tired.
tried not to sleep in maths lect.
did 13 pull ups on e machine thing.
haha.
we pon maths tutorial.
supposed to accidentally fall asleep in library while doing pi n geog.
haha!
went for interview by ms suey.
but it was more of her talking.
only asked us 2 questions.
haha!
then had house comm interview.
crap man.
anyhow answered.
ended in 9 mins.
haha.
then crapped alot at e benches there.
creating a din outside perkafe.
formed our 'band'.
im one of the drummers.
weijia's good.
the other gurls choir de.
i cant sing as well as them.
so took bottles and knocked.
pity the table.
had marks on them.
sorry...
heh.
yo phobos in the house yo.
haha.
aiya.
thanks weijia for saving me from ahem. ;))
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04 May 2006:
blazer!
haha!
was so hungry in the morning cos i didnt have dinner the night before.
oh nvm.
compass.
got elected as ne rep n i have to stay back last min.
okay so i went to watch soccer.
aj vs rj.
and aj won!
aj boleh!!
haha!
the whole gallery was supporting aj.
cool man.
jack got top in bio sia.
anw
went for e ne rep meeting with bao bao.
we were told lt4.
opened the door.
mus said lt5.
okay we went there.
open the door.
saw the whole lt filled with ppl.
larre was laughing and ask us hurry sit.
we were late.
then we look ard.
why everyone got white book?
oh shit!
its econs lect!
we were giggling and asking if it was econs lect.
e guy beside bao thought we were joking.
haha!
and it WAS econs lect.
said sorry and ran out.
the whole lt was laughing.
argh.
we couldnt stop laughing too.
haha.
even when we were in the meeting in LT2!
haha.
mus.
anw
we signed up for the aj thing.
get to wear blazer sia.
haha!
cool.
well,
hope the people in lt 5 dont remember us.
embarrassing. -.-"
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03 May 2006:
sick.
sick sia.
just woke up from a sleep since dont know when.
a funny sleep.
right leg muscle cramp when i was sleeping.
what the?
i was rolling in pain but still sleeping i think.
argh.
woke up with a headache.
and dinner sucks.
what is there to eat man?
end up eating pau,
which is still currently untouched in front of me.
doesnt look appetising.
i should go school tmr.
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meridian ediot
hahaa!
brought my bro's hp to sch today.
was playing the college anthem for someone.
and i closed e flap.
in e end wth.
after the national anthem,
i dont wanna be an american ediot.
oh shit!
my phone!
haha.
lucky it wasnt too loud.
dumb songs my bro put in his phone.
anw house comm election was okay.
didnt forget my speech!
yay!
but i still doubt i'll get in.
stiff competition.
but i dont feel strongly for it la.
vball!
we lost.
15-25.
sigh.
i really wanted to go.
i feel more for vball.
heh.
should have gone to support instead.
though it wouldnt make any difference.
but it'll be a great experience watching a match.
nvm.
school's getting boring.
maybe cos of the lack of sleep.
yawn.
continue reading mot. :))
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drowning!
help!
im drowning!
just finished gp and my PI.
well i decide to call it finished.
i aint gonna do more.
and im gonna fail geog test cos i havent study.
look at the time!
im sleeping man.
anw my bro lent me his hp!argh
sleep!!
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02 May 2006:
deodorant(however you spell it) craze.
i smell manly enough to attract girls man.
wth wee yang sprayed andrew's deodorant on me!
argh!
but nvm.
i got an excellent for my econs tutorial!
sadly got 1/20 for the test la.
aww.
well nvm.
im a mugger.
hahaha!
anw i was trying my best not to sleep in lectures today.
maths lect was quite boring until i made eye contact with andrew sia.
electricity zzz.
haha
then gave him a 'kiss'.
a mUaCkx in twit language.
haha!
anw thanx mei for helping me with my speech.
to be exact for doing my speech.
hahah!
sick man.
house comm.
VBALL!
moral support.
yeah man.
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01 May 2006:
twits!
spent last night reading mot.
haha.
shared it with gavin.
and currently im obsessed with tWittX.
haha!
and im looking at twits around me.
actually mj has quite a number of twits and bimbos.
as compared to cedar.
when gavin was talking about how reading the ah lian post reminded him of someone,
i suddenly thought of that girl in my pe class.
yes that BIG dkiboobedsjl girl.
haha.
someone was telling me about her reflective big strawberry earstudringwdv.
it looks more like a stickon to me.
and her wearing a normal djebradfg for pe.
zomg.
please spare a thought for the eyes of guys.
and us.
its hard not to notice.
haha!
really pity her when i see her running.
serious.
at about 2am i was listening to my bro's songs.
heard mocking bird.
reminded me of banana la.
msg him thanking him for what he did for me in the past.
really scared him
haha!!
anw
i was eating this blueh food.
and it gave me the runs after a few bites.
thanks so much luh.
cured my constipated intestines yea.
tried to finish up the food.
cannot waste food right?
but its really hard to even put it into my mouth.
the result of spending too much money.
haha!
there's house comm election on wednesday.
someone please save me!
wth am i supposed to talk about?
2mins?
it'll be so dumb for me to talk for 2mins myself.
beginning to wonder why am i running for house comm.
and having to face these dfhkldjhngd competition.
seeing the dark side of people.
inflicting a scar.
wheee.
i can hang on no longer.
believe me.
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