Aisyah
Baohui
Bibi
Celine
Cheryl
Eugene
Jacinth
Jwen
Michelle
Rom
Yaqi
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13 May 2009:
Trial shifting.
I decided to move over to wordpress for the time being. Would switch back to this blog if I cannot adapt to it.
http://blackcorsages.wordpress.com
See you there! :)
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12 May 2009:
Drama/movie marathon.
I've been watching so many dramas and movies that I'm kind of sick of it. I just started on Attack No. 1 but it already made me miss volleyball so much. I wonder when will I ever get to play it again.
Coming to think of it, volleyball wasn't exactly the sport I wanted at the start of JC. I just wanted to be in a sports CCA to challenge myself. I tried to go for track and field but I didn't make it. But I'm glad I joined volleyball eventually.
I really miss the trainings, the camps, the competition, my teammates and coach. I miss wearing the Mizuno shoes, Molten knee pads, Adidas shirt and shorts. I miss the feel of the Mikasa and Molten balls. I miss pulling the basket of balls on the court, up the stairs and everywhere. I miss putting the Nike bag and shoebag at the corridor, sitting on the ledge, drinking from my Puma bottle. I miss the sweaty feeling, the cheers and support. I miss the sun, the court, the net. I miss serving, receiving, spiking, setting, diving. I miss the feeling of being in a team.
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10 May 2009:
I'll keep you in my heart.
Why was I so foolish to only realise it now? Keeping you in my heart is enough to light up the path. You would show me the correct way, you would give me the strength. Who would love me more than you do? With you guiding me, I wouldn't be mislead by others. With you guiding me, I wouldn't even think of stepping foot on the wrong path. Your love is enough to keep me going, because no matter what happens, you would still be here with me. I won't let you just vanish from the face of earth. I'll keep you alive inside me. I believe in you so much that you could have been my religion.
I'd really love to do something for you right now, on this very day. Make you so touched and proud that you'd hug me, telling me how much you love me. I'd wipe your tears and tell you I love you too.
I'll keep you in my heart. I promise.
Happy Mothers' Day.
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07 May 2009:
Depressed.
I take back the joke about the fishes in the tank. I am feeling very depressed now. This morning, 3 fishes died. Now another one's dead. I feel very bad. If only I cleaned up the tank yesterday. I could have saved 4 lives, and 1 from the trauma of seeing the rest die. I really loved them, how they all gather near me when I walk to the tank. I never felt so close to any pets ever since my dad released the turtle.
A few days ago they were acting strange. I should have known. I should have known.
Now all I feel like doing is calling my dad. But he wouldn't come back just to save one fish. I feel so helpless, feel so guilty. I don't want to face my fish tank anymore. Because things wouldn't be the same anymore without healthy fishes. I really really miss them.
Don't cry.
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This is how life should be.
 
Life is yoga, meditation and aroma therapy.
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06 May 2009:
14. Savour the little things.
Little things like these make me realize how fortunate I am to have my family with me.
My grandma told my dad that the water in the fish tank is dirty, that's why the fishes aren't swimming much. And my lazy dad just added 2 pails of water into the tank to dilute it. Doesn't he just act like a child sometimes? :)
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05 May 2009:
Relaxing like a breeze.
It really feels so good to be sitting in my air-con room, with my laptop right in front (as opposed to being chucked at the side), drinking ice-cold ribena (I like so what?), with nothing on my desk other than my laptop, cup and seaweed (Yes I made Matt hand it over! That little brat hid it somewhere at his table).
Time to remove the little timetable from my wall, write a little diary note to myself and watch korean dramas! I found a website that has millions of it.
And finally I can skip the multiple alarms setting! For the past few days I have been setting like 7 alarms on my handphone and 1 normal alarm clock placed at the corner of my room, and even getting people to be my alarm clocks on important days.
Sleep or don't sleep tonight? It doesn't really matter!
I know I blog twice today. But I like it! (Because I really have nothing else to do) It's such an irony because during exam period, there were so many things that I wanted to do. Now I suddenly have so much time, I'm at a loss of what to do.
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Liberation!
Yes I did it I did it! I survived the exams!
Even though nearing the end I really felt like giving up, I'm glad I gritted my teeth through the blizzard.
It was like a long run. Much longer than 2.4km. At the start/middle, the finishing line seems like cloud 9. Nearing the end it's just a finishing line. At the end I'm too tired to even feel happy.
There's so much that I want to do now.
And I'm determined to study everyday the next semester. Sister if you see this, you can consider dyeing your hair black so we can sneakily study in the sacred place.
I'm going into my 3 days 3 nights hibernation soon, waking up at 7pm to watch 'Likable or not'. Korean dramas are so addictive.
I'll start planning my daily exercise routine soon, find a job, and other opportunities.
Update: Matthew is an idiot. He hid all the seaweed so that he can keep it all to himself. Sick of playing treasure hunt. He'll get it from me when he comes back. IDIOT!
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04 May 2009:
15 hours, 1 paper.
Too tired to even feel happy.
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1 day 3 hours.
I really can't wait! Getting so suffocated. 3 papers in a row, afternoon, evening, morning.
I'm really tired. I don't have much strength to go on. Hope it'll all end in a blink.
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02 May 2009:
Lust!
USD$248 excluding tax and shipping! But it's super chio! Love it a whole lot, but won't spend $500 on it. At least not for now.
Dashboard countdown widget says: 2 days 17 hours 37 minutes 35 seconds.
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01 May 2009:
Must lock up my laptop!
Too bad the lock is too big to pass through the zippers of my laptop case. I can't believe I actually tried locking up my laptop!
I better get a smaller lock by next semester.
Classical music do make me feel better, feeding my lifeless soul.
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13 May 2009:
Trial shifting.
I decided to move over to wordpress for the time being. Would switch back to this blog if I cannot adapt to it.
http://blackcorsages.wordpress.com
See you there! :)
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12 May 2009:
Drama/movie marathon.
I've been watching so many dramas and movies that I'm kind of sick of it. I just started on Attack No. 1 but it already made me miss volleyball so much. I wonder when will I ever get to play it again.
Coming to think of it, volleyball wasn't exactly the sport I wanted at the start of JC. I just wanted to be in a sports CCA to challenge myself. I tried to go for track and field but I didn't make it. But I'm glad I joined volleyball eventually.
I really miss the trainings, the camps, the competition, my teammates and coach. I miss wearing the Mizuno shoes, Molten knee pads, Adidas shirt and shorts. I miss the feel of the Mikasa and Molten balls. I miss pulling the basket of balls on the court, up the stairs and everywhere. I miss putting the Nike bag and shoebag at the corridor, sitting on the ledge, drinking from my Puma bottle. I miss the sweaty feeling, the cheers and support. I miss the sun, the court, the net. I miss serving, receiving, spiking, setting, diving. I miss the feeling of being in a team.
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10 May 2009:
I'll keep you in my heart.
Why was I so foolish to only realise it now? Keeping you in my heart is enough to light up the path. You would show me the correct way, you would give me the strength. Who would love me more than you do? With you guiding me, I wouldn't be mislead by others. With you guiding me, I wouldn't even think of stepping foot on the wrong path. Your love is enough to keep me going, because no matter what happens, you would still be here with me. I won't let you just vanish from the face of earth. I'll keep you alive inside me. I believe in you so much that you could have been my religion.
I'd really love to do something for you right now, on this very day. Make you so touched and proud that you'd hug me, telling me how much you love me. I'd wipe your tears and tell you I love you too.
I'll keep you in my heart. I promise.
Happy Mothers' Day.
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07 May 2009:
Depressed.
I take back the joke about the fishes in the tank. I am feeling very depressed now. This morning, 3 fishes died. Now another one's dead. I feel very bad. If only I cleaned up the tank yesterday. I could have saved 4 lives, and 1 from the trauma of seeing the rest die. I really loved them, how they all gather near me when I walk to the tank. I never felt so close to any pets ever since my dad released the turtle.
A few days ago they were acting strange. I should have known. I should have known.
Now all I feel like doing is calling my dad. But he wouldn't come back just to save one fish. I feel so helpless, feel so guilty. I don't want to face my fish tank anymore. Because things wouldn't be the same anymore without healthy fishes. I really really miss them.
Don't cry.
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This is how life should be.
Life is yoga, meditation and aroma therapy.
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06 May 2009:
14. Savour the little things.
Little things like these make me realize how fortunate I am to have my family with me.
My grandma told my dad that the water in the fish tank is dirty, that's why the fishes aren't swimming much. And my lazy dad just added 2 pails of water into the tank to dilute it. Doesn't he just act like a child sometimes? :)
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05 May 2009:
Relaxing like a breeze.
It really feels so good to be sitting in my air-con room, with my laptop right in front (as opposed to being chucked at the side), drinking ice-cold ribena (I like so what?), with nothing on my desk other than my laptop, cup and seaweed (Yes I made Matt hand it over! That little brat hid it somewhere at his table).
Time to remove the little timetable from my wall, write a little diary note to myself and watch korean dramas! I found a website that has millions of it.
And finally I can skip the multiple alarms setting! For the past few days I have been setting like 7 alarms on my handphone and 1 normal alarm clock placed at the corner of my room, and even getting people to be my alarm clocks on important days.
Sleep or don't sleep tonight? It doesn't really matter!
I know I blog twice today. But I like it! (Because I really have nothing else to do) It's such an irony because during exam period, there were so many things that I wanted to do. Now I suddenly have so much time, I'm at a loss of what to do.
|
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Liberation!
Yes I did it I did it! I survived the exams!
Even though nearing the end I really felt like giving up, I'm glad I gritted my teeth through the blizzard.
It was like a long run. Much longer than 2.4km. At the start/middle, the finishing line seems like cloud 9. Nearing the end it's just a finishing line. At the end I'm too tired to even feel happy.
There's so much that I want to do now.
And I'm determined to study everyday the next semester. Sister if you see this, you can consider dyeing your hair black so we can sneakily study in the sacred place.
I'm going into my 3 days 3 nights hibernation soon, waking up at 7pm to watch 'Likable or not'. Korean dramas are so addictive.
I'll start planning my daily exercise routine soon, find a job, and other opportunities.
Update: Matthew is an idiot. He hid all the seaweed so that he can keep it all to himself. Sick of playing treasure hunt. He'll get it from me when he comes back. IDIOT!
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04 May 2009:
15 hours, 1 paper.
Too tired to even feel happy.
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1 day 3 hours.
I really can't wait! Getting so suffocated. 3 papers in a row, afternoon, evening, morning.
I'm really tired. I don't have much strength to go on. Hope it'll all end in a blink.
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02 May 2009:
Lust!
USD$248 excluding tax and shipping! But it's super chio! Love it a whole lot, but won't spend $500 on it. At least not for now.
Dashboard countdown widget says: 2 days 17 hours 37 minutes 35 seconds.
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01 May 2009:
Must lock up my laptop!
Too bad the lock is too big to pass through the zippers of my laptop case. I can't believe I actually tried locking up my laptop!
I better get a smaller lock by next semester.
Classical music do make me feel better, feeding my lifeless soul.
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