hello, colours

Sheena

Friends

Aisyah
Baohui
Bibi
Celine
Cheryl
Eugene
Jacinth
Jwen
Michelle
Rom
Yaqi

30 July 2007: big girls dont cry.

big girls.
dont cry.

dont cry.

dont cry.

21 July 2007: simpsons

And apparently this is how I'd look too.

You can simpsonize youself too!

That was recommended by Yaqi.

I want a new phone badly! Now now now now now!

I went to change my clothes and met Yaqi on the way home.

19 July 2007: update!

Phew finally mustered the courage to blog. Homework are like mountain ranges. Don't even have the time to complete it, much less do revision. Our timetable is like crazy already.

Monday 5.05pm
Tuesday 2.35/3.25pm
Wednesday 4.15pm
Thursday 3.25/4.15pm
Friday 4.00pm

What's this? We're left with so little time for our self study. :((

Haha but here I am wasting time. Volley today reminded me of those days. The evening sky, the sweaty people, the waiting at the courts. Rahh! But does it matter? What difference will it make?

I feel like I can now see things from different views. I feel I matured. But so?

Last night I wish I wouldn't die early. And today I nearly died in school. But so?

You know how I feel. But so?

Oh man this makes life so meaningless.

P.S. I talked to Javin They on the phone!

P.P.S. It was like one second.

15 July 2007: oh loves.

I was supposed to complete my work yesterday afternoon before the volleyball bbq. But Mayo messaged me telling me that Topshop is having sale. Oh my goodness. And I went Vivo with her instead and bought something that isn't on sale. What a fabulous purchase. And I saw Baohui's bag on sale at $44. Rahh! I swear I should have bought it!

Vivo is an interesting place. I love the artificial beach (erm?). Nevermind, some pictures.

Mayo:" I'm gonna get that banana!"

Climbing up the banana...

Mayo: "I'm gonna sail to world's end!"

Sheena: "I'm gonna commit suicide. How can I have a friend like her?!"

Okay that was a bad attempt.

Went for bbq after that. Damn shiok cause it's probably the first time I can eat without bbq-ing the food myself. Talked, played, ate. Oh and Aining ate 8 chocolates all by herself! Fat! Hahaha. Okay just kidding (if you ever read this post :D). Pictures require editing so will not be posted so soon.

But I do have some from the Sakae buffet.

Ms Yeow's 10 salmon sushis!

After that we were quite afraid of sushis. But MJ has Sakae!

P.S. Essays essays. Now I'm beginning to feel like an arts student.

10 July 2007:

How does it feel to undergo extreme feelings?
How does it feel to have your heart thump so fast when we're near?
How does it feel to shut your heart out when it's screaming?
How does it feel to struggle to sleep every night?
How does it feel to be so near yet so far?
How does it feel to be haunted by everything?
How does it feel to be me?

SHIT.

Nevertheless, life goes on. I've changed. I finally complete tutorials in time. And as always, the teacher never went through them.

It's ultra difficult to get into SMU. One out of thirteen in the interview room gets in. And that ONE gotta be ME.

With that, what are the qualities to be THE ONE?
1) Knowledgeable: to discuss about issues in the article
2) Daring: to shoot others down
3) Confident: to speak with force
4) Charismatic: to look smart
5) Gregarious: to even discuss
6) Respectable: so people wont shoot you down

Actually after much considerations, being a lawyer is not that bad an idea. I'll get to argue for clients, learn more about people, appreciate what comes and what goes, and lastly, grow up. Being a professional requires a high level of maturity to be able to handle issues in the best way possible. And that is so going into the list.

7) Maturity: to discuss with depth and relevant, smart insights

Okay what a crappy post. Off to watch my Party Planner. Come on everybody it's time to partaye!

P.S. I dreamt that Charlie and Lola was back on TV. But it's just a dream.

09 July 2007:

new layout.

and it's late. gotta sleep. :D

04 July 2007: javin they.

melts. lol. germ said she'll let me talk to him. :))

and this is so freaking cute. its him. is it?