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Sheena

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18 June 2007: pink milk

life shouldnt stop even if my heart stopped beating. i gotta be strong. cause my life belongs to everyone around me: my family, my friends, even my turtle.

i gotta work towards my goal to earning mountains of money. cause there are 1000 places to visit before i die. i wanna see an aurora and canoe in alaska. and donald trump builds luxurious houses. so im so gonna get one of it. pretty night views, pretty windows. and i wanna eat lots of seafood. the world seems so pretty on discovery travel & living channel. my favourite channel for now. i wanna be a world traveller, a party planner, a 5-star insider, a donald trump. and since kids central stopped playing my favourite charlie and lola, i can watch discovery travel and living.

charlie and lola brings me back into the wonderful childhood moments. kids have no troubles. except when lola is not the sun, and she cant get her shiny red shoes, her favourite book from the library etc. but on the overall, having charlie as her brother is a blessing for her. he tries to convince her into liking what is given to her, do whatever it takes to get her to sleep, like shoo-ing the whales from the bathtub. how i wish i had an older sibling like charlie. but my older sister aint mine. she's got her own family.

but nevermind that. i've got double layered warmth. X) from my mum and my stepmum to be. it feels great to be playing mahjong at her house. feels safe around them.

and i've already mentally prepared my dad for my 4Fs to come. but i've yet to tell him he may be meeting the principal. i've prepared my lie for the 4Fs. now im just afraid of breaking down during the exams. it's gonna be sucha blow. i dont wanna end up crying like my friend.

but i have no choice. if i hadnt done this, i wouldnt be blogging now. i wouldnt be living. i would be ashes. :)) but im not.

so 4Fs, here i come!