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Sheena

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07 May 2009: Depressed.

I take back the joke about the fishes in the tank. I am feeling very depressed now. This morning, 3 fishes died. Now another one's dead. I feel very bad. If only I cleaned up the tank yesterday. I could have saved 4 lives, and 1 from the trauma of seeing the rest die. I really loved them, how they all gather near me when I walk to the tank. I never felt so close to any pets ever since my dad released the turtle.

A few days ago they were acting strange. I should have known. I should have known.

Now all I feel like doing is calling my dad. But he wouldn't come back just to save one fish. I feel so helpless, feel so guilty. I don't want to face my fish tank anymore. Because things wouldn't be the same anymore without healthy fishes. I really really miss them.

Don't cry.