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09 May 2006: zzz.

woah.
yesterday i attended e funeral for one last time.
had many rounds of prayers.
i nearly cried.
partly because of e smoke,
partly because the music reminds me of the past.
and when we were burning the stuffs,
eyes were wet.
it was such a saddening sight.
was trying to do my chem and study econs there.
but it was so distracting.
so i ended up with incomplete hw.
today the body was cremated.
i couldnt go.
sigh.
woke up without waking up.
getit?
was damn sleepy today cos of the funeral.
i was trying v hard not to sleep in lessons.
gp sucked today.
damn boring.
and we got back our chemistry test.
8/30.
and i couldnt absorb anything she was saying.
just copied n copied.
econs tutorial.
i was gorging myself with sweets that eventually tasted bitter.
to keep myself awake.
econs test was quite okay.
cos i didnt study.
so i couldnt care less.
had to complete my gp essay after sch.
but eugene asked me to print his criminal photo for him.
and in return he'll do my gp essay.
in the end there wasnt any image in the disc.
and he did the point form essay so slowly i couldnt finish in time.
so here i am at home typing this instead of doing work.
i think i might not attend sch tmr.
if i do i most prob wont attend sch on thurs.
because i really cant take it.
havent even replenished my sleep and there's hw piling on me.
sigh.
i miss the old cedar days.
and theres vball tmr until god knows wad time.
i think i really might not make it to sch on thurs.
and there will be a wedding dinner to attend on thurs.
argh.
okay at least can talk to ryan.
if i attend sch on wed n thurs i might sleep during the wedding dinner.
and that will be v rude.
oh wells.
wedding is supposed to be fun.
but even the hyper active sheena cant take it anymore.
i love attending wedding dinenrs.
so now i shall select the day to supposingly be sick.
wed/thurs.
tasks to complete today
gp essay
gp summary
chem assignment
NE stuff
gpp
and more which i cant think of now because my brain is half asleep.
do i look like i can finish?
i dont even have enough time to sleep.
mummy you know if you're still here,
i'll be a damn guai girl with all homework completed and even studied for my promos.
not saying that im not guai now la.
at least i pay attention in lectures.
and got 2nd in class for maths test.
even though i didnt study.
haha.
thanks mum.
for everything you gave me.
sorry for disappointing you.
i just do not have the motivation to study without you.
despite that,
i still want to say

I LOVE YOU MUMMY!
no matter where you are
no matter who you've becomed
no matter how long you have been with me
no matter what you do
no matter when you are with me

you'll forever be in my heart

i love you